OMG!! WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH (: <3 
Saturday, June 09, 2007 1:12 AM
COS I KNOW , NOTHING'S GNA CHANGE ..alright . lets start w MY DAY .
meet up w xiaomin , huiya nd xinen .
i was like 30mins late . yups . forever late you can say ..
then headed down to orchard . walk nd walk nd walk .
lols . i saw lotsa working friends tday (: YAY YAY YAY .
then got my blue cardigan . xiaomin tooo .
xinen nd huiya gt black ones . then went to arena .
played POOOOL nd bowlingg . FUN FUN FUN .
lols . then went to norman's hse . played the stack those wooden blocks thing .
nd they kept saying that i was CU LU . rough ? haha .
even the guys are like mre gentle than me luh . zzzzzz .
then headed home .
what's the point ?
NO POINT .
ialwayshadtoearnwhatiwant
fromsmalltillnow
ineverhadsomeoneinthisfamilytotellmeimnotuseless
nothingthatidowillbeappreciated
alliyearnforisjustfreedom
freedomformetodowhatiwantedto
freedomformetodowhatienjoymost
ineveraskedforasinglecenttogetwhatiwanted
sooftenthatyouguyshavealreadygotusedtoit
youalltookallmyeverythingforgranted
whatiamtodayisallbecauseofyou
youarentfittocriticisemecosyouaretheonewhocausedallthis
depressioncryingscreaming
alltheeverythingarealreadyoldfriendstome
stresspressurescoldings
allthisarenolongernewtome
iveovercomedallthis
asmuchaspeoplethinkimstrongimmaturedimgood
inyoureyesimjustarottenapple
butithankyouformakingmestronger
and a few days back , ive just really realised that my decisions
do make great impacts on the others . im truely sorry ..
but i hink what the person is having now is perharps something more than what i could give
so i thought that maybe my decision back then was somehow right ?
though ive caused so much pain ..
URGH . MY EYES ARE BIG ND SWOLLEN
AND I THINK THEY LOOK LIKE FISHBALLS !!!
